It's my birthday!

19th March 2009 - Thursday

Today is my birthday. But it felt like an ordinary day. And this is the 1st time in my 28 years of life that I'm spending my birthday alone. I bought myself a cake & make 3 wishes. I don't wish to be alone on my birthday anymore. But I felt happy receiving sms from friends who care.

1. Nicole (1.52am) - Happy birthday ps goh! Time really flies hor..It's ur birthday already. Hope u like the card n the present i got u..Have fun n enjoy ur day!
2. Sharon (7.32am) - Happy birthday! Not sure if u can receive this, but u dun need to reply if u do, cos must pay. LOL. Have a gd day! *Hugs*
3. Shufen (8.07am) - Dear Shan happy birthday to u my dearest friend! May u stay healthy n happy always! :-D have a wonderful day! Enjoy yah!
4. Shuling (9.42am) - To my dearest da gong zhu cabbage ps san...wish u a very happy birthday! u come back give u hug...LOL
5. Shufang (9.42am) - Ohaiyo ps san! Tanjobi omendeto! wish u stay beautiful n happy always~cya soon! muack :-)
6. Nizza (11.32am) - Happy birthday! and many more years to come! have a blessed birthday! :-*
7. Ah Liang (10.34pm) - Er jie, i'm ah liang. Wish u happy birthday.

Abit disappointed that Shulin never sms me. Maybe she's too busy and she forgot to sms me. But I saw that she superpoke me happy birthday in facebook. So at least she remembered.

I was in the coach on my way to Yilan and was thinking whether Kun remembers my birthday. I mean he could be heartless if he forgot. I was hoping he could at least sms me happy birthday. Then at 12.32pm, he called me and wished me happy birthday. At night before midnight, he called again and we talked for 42 min. He sang me a birthday song which made me cry. I know he meant well, because he don't want me to feel all alone on my birthday. I know Shufen will probably felt angry that why Kun still do that. But I really feel better that he sang for me a birthday song. I really want him to do that for me. When he told me he wanted to do something for me probably for the last time, I almost thought he's just standing outside my hotel room. I felt touched he sang for me, but why must it be the last time...... T_T

It was supposed to be our 9th year anniversary also, but this day never exist anymore.....oh nevermind...

I still have very great friends who care for me. I bought everyone some gifts and i'm happy with the stuff i bought for them. I hope they like it :D

Just want to say "Thank you everyone!" I will get better, I just need alot of time & courage!!! Thanks for always being there for me ^_~