I'm on MC for 2 days. But I can't really rest well. You know how it is, in our company, that even if you are real sick, people will say that you are faking it. They say don't abuse MC, like everyone on MC is faking it. Now I can't even help but feel guilty when i'm on MC. Am i faking it because i dun want to go to work? True enough that I really don't feel like going to work. But am i faking my sickness? Actually I was already not feeling well on Tuesday. I put off going to doc hoping that i will self cure. But yest, i still feel unwell, so i just decided to go to see doc this morn. I didn't expect that the doc will give me 2 days MC. This week is a super busy week because the US client is coming over. And I'm involved in the project. Now that i'm on MC, my the other colleague will be so angry and frustrated, she will be sighing every second and knocking her mouse hard on the table every minute. Do you know how unfair it's to me? That particular colleague and I are involved in a big project that the bosses told the client that there will be 14 people working on the project. They bluffed the number. They wanted our office to look very huge so that the client will have confidence to give us the project. Boss expect 2 person to do the work for 14 person. And I am not only handling 1 project at the same time, mind you. And when my other colleague went for a 1 week holiday just last few wks ago, i was left alone to handle so many stuff. But still, I got it through the tough week alone. But I feel unfair, why is it that I always has to help out my colleague, but when she's not around, i have to handle it myself? You know, sometimes i feel like following her, throw mouse, sigh loud. But what's the point? Whenever I'm helping her out, i'm the one doing most of the work. I can tell you she's pretty slow at drafting, but i'm not blaming her or anything. Becos i know she is not doing work slowly purposely. And i know how really frustrated it is when everyone is rushing you to finish this and that! But i know for sure, she will be thinking i'm faking the sickness. She will think that I look ok yesterday, so how come suddenly MC for 2 days.

And the boss is another mean person. He made us stay late yesterday and expect us to come to work earlier than 9am to finish the work. You know how lousy our office is! We can only claim dinner if we stay until 10pm. And we can only claim cab fees if we stay until 1130pm! What kind of welfare is that!?!?!!? Who ate dinner at 10pm without having gastric pain! I really hate that company, with a backstabber secretary and a mean boss and so many unfairness!!!!!!!!! We are lowly paid and overloaded with work. I can tell you even if you are working hard, the boss will only think you are not doing work, just because he saw us talking. He expects us to be a machine, to be working non-stop and no talking at all. Best is if we don't even go for toilet break! Why ah, why are bosses like that?

I'm sure they will say i'm faking sick because i want to escape from this busy wk and have a long wkend. Why, why can't i even rest well???

But after complaining in this blog, i think i feels much better liao. What the heck! Just let them say as long as my conscience is clear right?

Fen, sorry can't go ktv with u. We will arrange another day go ktv and celebrate your last day. I'm happy for you that you can escape that stupid place and look forward to a better place. I hope my last day at my stupid company comes soon too! :D

Sotongfang, you are my beam hor! We shall throw the letter at the niao ren table tog with tofu chan, lol!

Cheers for better future, everyone!! ^_^